It was a cool autumn wind blowing in from the window in November. Mu Xinan smelled a faint scent. He knew that it was not the fragrance of flowers, but the black eyes of Song Guan, a girl with a sweet body, were watching her. There were temptations and expectations. Somehow, he read the feelings in her eyes. His Adam’s apple moved a little, then he recovered and bowed his head to continue reading the exercise book.
Song Guan saw that he didn’t answer and wanted to ask Song Guowei, but he appeared at the door. He came to see how his daughter was learning.
After this week, Song Guan went home and found that Mu Xinan had moved from the quadrangle.
Looking at the locked door, she was stunned.
Since the second year of high school, Song Guan studied science, but Mu Xinan was not responsible for teaching her class. Although she occasionally went to the bathroom on the floor of his office on purpose, they didn’t meet many times, even if they met, they didn’t listen to him saying that they were moving away.
She was absent-minded that day.
Until dinner time, Song mother took the initiative to mu Xinan and looked at her daughter. "Now it’s not so convenient to mu the teacher to move back to the school dormitory, and then it’s not so convenient to find someone to make up lessons." Then she turned her head to discuss with Song Fu that Mu the teacher refused to accept tutoring and wanted to send some gifts to others.
Song Guan appeared in front of the classroom dormitory building with a big bag of things on the day of returning to school on weekends.
She asked the housekeeper about Mu Xinan’s dormitory. Mu Xinan heard knocking at the door and opened the door. I didn’t expect Song Guan to be dazed for a short time, but she still let her in sideways.
Song Guan sat in the chair and looked at the water for himself. Mu Xinan asked sullenly, "Do you hate me very much?"
Mu Xinan turned his head and complained to the girl, but his heart couldn’t help but say that he hadn’t just covered the thermos cork and heard her ask, "Then why did you move here?"
"It’s convenient to live in school and have classes," Mu Xinan replied.
His answer sound true.
But when I heard Song Guan’s ear, I always felt that this was not the reason. Just like anger, she looked at the steaming cup of water on the table and said, "I decided to enroll in Peking University for the college entrance examination."
The words fell on her sight and stuck to Mu Xinan’s face.
Men’s eyebrows are slightly wrinkled.
Song Guan got up to see him so inexplicably Japanese. "Teacher Mu, you have a good rest. I also went back to the classroom to study for myself."
That mu teacher was shouted out by her provocative tone, which made Mu Xina look back at her face again. When the girl saw him, she was too lazy to pretend to stare at him again, and then picked up her bag and hummed to leave.
Mu Xinan suddenly said, "Do you like me?"
Seeing her face annoyed, Mu Xinan went on to say, "Girl, at your age, it is easy to have a good impression on the opposite sex, but this good impression can’t last long. Maybe it will change when you meet a good boy."
Song Guan’s face was very red, but he didn’t want to retreat. He looked straight at him. "Who likes you? I have a good impression on you. So what about the teacher!"
Then she ran out of the dormitory.
Mu Xina couldn’t help sighing in situ and went to the door. Just as he was about to go to the door, a beautiful image broke into his sight, and then he hugged the occupied girl firmly and held him wronged. "I admit that I like you. No one has stipulated that Song Guan can’t like Mu Xina."
"Come on," he said in a low voice.
Song Guan didn’t give up, but his tone was stubborn and childish. "That’s it. If you don’t like me, then push me away."
That evening, Mu Xinan raised her hand but didn’t give up pushing and shoving her.
Some feelings come out of place but are difficult to control, even if they know they are wrong, they can stop themselves from falling into this quagmire.
From this day on, Song Guan noticed that she and Mu Xina were different.
They are still students and teachers without each other, but no one knows better than the parties concerned if they are lingering with each other.
It was also at the end of this semester that Mu Xinan was transferred back to Beijing.
On the eve of leaving Mu Xinan, there was a courtyard in Tongzi Lane. Song Guan heard that the window was knocked and the sound bed went to the window and opened the curtains. He saw Mu Xinan smiling at himself. Then she tossed and turned in bed and immediately changed her clothes and ran out.
This evening, two people went to the river to see the night scene.
I’m not worried about meeting my neighbors and classmates nearby.
Song Guan suddenly closed his eyes and shook hands in front of him when he saw a hole lamp floating in the sky, which made Mu Xinan laugh and asked her what she was doing. She said, "I wish I could go to Beijing to study for the college entrance examination next year."
After that, she slowly opened her eyes and turned to look at the young people around her. "I want to be closer to you so that I can fall in love at this time of the year."
The lights on the river reflected in the girl’s eyes are more gorgeous than the stars in the sky.
Mu Xinan pulled the girl into his arms for the first time in his heart. He bowed his head and kissed the girl. He promised, "Take a good look at my work in Beijing during the summer vacation and I will come to see you when I arrange my horse."
This time, Mu Xi went back to Beijing, but he also planned to go to the Wu family to break off his marriage. He knew that he liked Song Guan and didn’t want to drag down another woman’s feelings.
At that time, communication was not as developed as it is now. Not every family pretended to talk. Mu Xinan didn’t tell Song Guan his home landline number to avoid unnecessary trouble. He didn’t want to get a call from a strange girl at home one day. He wanted to break off his engagement with Wu Xiuxiu and didn’t want to involve Song Guan. His family had a bad impression on her in the future.
Besides, he’s going to return to Yu Rao in a month. How can the two of them get together then?
Mussinan left in early July but didn’t come back in mid-July.
Song Guanlian can’t wait until the third year of high school begins. After two months, she doesn’t know what Mu Xinan didn’t return to Yu Rao’s heart, but she couldn’t go to Beijing until one day she went to Nancheng to participate in a singing contest. The female classmate came back and said cheerfully, "Do you know who I saw in Nancheng? Teacher Mu and his fiancee! "
After listening to the hexagrams, her girls began to gather together.
Asked what the fiancee looks like, the female classmate proudly raised her eyebrows. "It’s very beautiful, and her temperament is particularly good. We live in a hotel with them. It seems that the fiancee is painting, and this time she is going to Nancheng to attend an art exhibition."
Song Guan’s face lost color when he heard this, and he heard the girl say, "We checked out early today. Teacher Mu wants to stay until the day after tomorrow. At that time, Teacher Pei used to say hello. Teacher Mu should be getting married soon. Teacher Mu looked at his fiancee with the same affectionate eyes as stirring honey."
“……”
Song Guan didn’t know how he left the classroom, and when she came to her senses, she finally lost control of her emotions and cried in a quiet corner outside the teaching building.
That night by the river seemed to be her wishful thinking illusion.